I don't understand why some people try so hard to get others to read their journal. Why is it that they believe that only true(internet addicted) friends read their journal? Is it that they feel they have no life if nobody wants to read about it? Does my reply to your journal entry validate the entry itself? I'm sorry, but I'll read your journal if I damn well want to, and when I damn well want to. If you think your journal is so fucking important that I have to read it every fucking day, why don't you email it to me or print it off and hand me a copy. I really don't spend that much time online lately.

When I write something on my journal, I write it for people who want to read it. I know that I went through a phase when I thought that all my boyfriends should read the life story section to get to know me better. I think only two or three out of my eight boyfriends actually read it, but I never got upset with the ones who didn't. I eventually realized that a self-written account of ones life could sometimes be misleading and incomplete. My own life story seems to make me out to be a crack head. My journal entries could give the impression that I am an obnoxious, arrogant prick. My poems often make people think I am highly depressed and suicidal. While many of these observations may be accurate, people often misunderstand me based on the side of me I show on my web site. I have a very loving and compassionate side that I can only show in person. It doesn't matter how hard I try, I will always misrepresent myself somehow.

Anyways... I finally got around to reading my friend Matt's livejournal. Well... I was going to read it. I read the two most recent entries(1 2) and I'm ready to put my foot up his ass. Oh, the fucking arrogance! To say that I'm not a true friend cause I haven't read his journal. And Brent must still be madly in love with him cause he has read every entry. Also, nobody cares about him at Marc's house. So now he is talking about running away to solve his problems.

Get over yourself Matt.